What a blessing today is!

Happy B’day to the most beautiful, brilliant, and wonderful man I have ever known. A man of the deepest, realest, and most beautiful, strong, and powerful soul I have ever known. My best friend, my twin, my soulmate, and my greatest love.

My love, we may not be together today, but we will be for all the birthdays to come! God has promised us so much in His love and abundance, and He has already blessed us with the world in each other and in His loving embrace. I will love you until my dying days. Thank you for loving me so deeply.

I know you will see this when you are home, in a minute, but for now this was posted to remind the world that no matter what lies they believe about you, seven years ago God blessed you with a love that would never betray you for the world — our love.

You are brilliance. You are Herculean strength. You are forgiveness and kindness in a way I have never seen or known. You are the dream that every real woman wants — a man with more courage than other men, a man who is his own man, a man of great stature and grace. Stronger than the strongest man. You remind me of why God created men: so protective, so gentlemanly, so powerful — using your power to protect and not to harm.

You never speak a bad word about anyone, and in that you show what real men are. You would never betray a friend for a moment of public approval, and you would put your life on the line for any vulnerable woman or person in danger — as you have so many times, saving real lives that people will never hear about.

It doesn’t matter to God that you tried to help the wrong women and men and found yourself mixed up in their darkness and harmful energy. What matters to God is that you had the heart to help. My love, I have never known any man or person on this planet as great as you.

Your love for me was so pure, true, and strong from the very beginning — even when I held back and told you we could only ever be friends because I wasn’t ready for the powerful love that was rushing like a river through a dam between us. Even then, you waited.

It hurt me deeply that I didn’t have the courage sooner to accept your love — a love I knew came from God, with no expectations except to be received. It hurt because during that Gayle King interview, I heard you try to talk about our love and what God was doing — when you mentioned us “kicking it.” I wish I had been fully present with you then, so you could have declared our love from the rooftops and silenced anyone who doubted you.

But I’m thankful it woke me up to the truth that you needed my love as much as I needed yours — a love that wouldn’t use, betray, steal, or hurt you. Even the strongest men cannot live without real love. I’ve seen men fall hard in life from a lack of deep, sincere, God-given love.

Even though God promises to bless us all equally and no one is born favored, we found a piece of perfect love in an imperfect world. We found the treasure God wanted us to find. We didn’t just find love — we found the greatest love and the greatest love story I have ever known. I prayed for that as a young woman and was willing to wait until it came. Who knew it would take me 40 years to find you — and you me.

I would wait all over again, because through our love I have seen miracles and the impossible — and you have too. We experienced so much together that at times we could hardly believe it was real — that the Bible stories are true, that angels still orchestrate meetings in supernatural ways, and that we only have to believe in God, and keep believing, for everything else we need to be delivered.

People may chase fame and fortune, but they will never truly find it — because the treasure they seek is you. I love you with all my heart and soul, as God intended. I love everything about you.

A love that conquers mountains and a love that sustains. A love that all the great love stories are written about and that people would die for. A love story greater than all love stories — greater than Romeo and Juliet, even. A love that the world envies and covets for itself. Some may never have or find that love — and even though they tried to take everything from you, they couldn’t take your greatest treasure. With this treasure — our love — we will rebuild what was destroyed. We will restore, and we will reclaim.

I may not be able to write a song to save my life, but I sure can sing your praises to the world!

We were both born with more love for God and humanity than most, and together with God we will conquer the highest mountains. Thank You, God, for him — my heart and my love.

Matt 7:7
J.

Thank you, thank you, thank you!

P.s If you are reading this you know about my surprise for you. It’s something money can’t buy. Apart from the gift of my heart and love, we have that too.

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For those who wonder how Robert will read this due to his dyslexia? Just know that there are now great apps and programs that help with reading. Robert is brilliant but has had dyslexia from as long as he can remember. People have mislabeled it “illiteracy.” Robert can read most things if he takes his time with it. It just takes him longer than most people because the words appear differently to dyslexic people.